Contemplating Surat al-Insan

That they might discern, You bestowed a Book, the Furqan

Filled with countless millions of wisdoms, O God, that treasure-mine

 

In Your divine manner You created so much wisdom

That they might cast it off, You clothed them in the garment of heedlessness

 

We could not grasp the wisdom of the age and of time

Time holds no sway, O God; will Your mercy not reach us?

 

What is the secret of love? My insight has been bound

What is the secret of Muhammad? My longing never rests, it grows

 

I am in love with the rose-like face of that Chosen Messenger

Would that I could lay my head upon the path of the radiant moon You love

 

I am weary now, my God, of this anguished state of mine

No patience or resolve is left to me; I am sick of my condition

 

The mind could not attain, O Lord, either perfection or wisdom

You created wisdom, and made us captive to heedlessness

 

Beyond the mind's grasp; our reason was not condemned to decline

Beyond the mind's grasp; we found not love, nor attained perfection

 

Should it strike my perception, should the meteor of insight rise,

Love is the meteor of my soul, the very craving of my self

 

Were we to set reason aside and gaze with a thousandfold surrender,

Ah, if You would grant it, we might grasp perfection with true understanding

 

Reason cannot fathom the secret of the divine mysteries

Take my reason, give me love, that I may reach the being of nonbeing

 

Should I reach the perfection of love, what if it be by Your grace and generosity?

Would it not befit the Generous to draw me near through His generosity?

 

What is the pre-eternal decree within the divine knowledge?

Will the everlasting wine not be offered from the stored-up cask?

 

By Your pardon, grant me grace, though my sigh may not reach the heavens

My love and supplication are to You; I have no other refuge

 

Behold, "Ve sekahüm rabbûhûm şarâben tahûra" 1

It is Your divine promise: "Ve kâne sa‘yüküm meşkûra" 2

 

It grants a thousand delights to whoever drinks, deep and everlasting

The joy of union that springs from yearning for Absolute Beauty

 

Let us pass from bodily pleasure to spiritual delight

From the mirror of transient beauty to that Divine Face

 

"Ve ma teşaûne illâ en yeşâ Allah" 3 is manifest;

This humblest one hopes for Your generosity and begs for mercy

 

"Yûdhilû men yeşâu fi rahmetih "4 says Your Book  

  You are the Lord of Generosity; may I attain Your generosity through Your address

 

I have no complaint; each of Your works is filled with a thousand wisdoms

To hope for Your grace is the sole aspiration of this poor one

 

That address of Yours is the speech of the Truth, union with the Beloved, my God

I have fallen in love; grant me the secret of that Book, my God

                                          Konya, October 1993

 

(1) Their Lord gives them a pure drink to drink (76/21).

(2) Your striving has been appreciated (76/22).

(3) Yet you will not unless Allah wills (76/30).

(4) He admits whom He wills into His mercy (76/31).